When good enough isn't good enough any more....

Have you ever felt like nothing you do is good enough for anyone, including yourself?

I have. I am. I try so hard to make EVERYONE happy, and often times that leaves me down and out on myself. I have got to learn that sometimes, you have to hurt someone else in order to make things work for you.

I have a job. I liked it and was happy at one time, but now, its not "good enough". I really REALLY want to be in a teaching position. I search and search all the time. I have yet to find any luck. I really dont want to relocate, but that may be in our cards within the next year or so.

I have a BA degree in Spec ed, but to me, that is no longer good enough. I felt the need to get my masters and here I am, in school yet again.

I have beaten so many odds I have had against me, but still, good enough doesn't seem good enough. I want to enjoy life again and be who I once was. The girl everyone used to love. The one who could have fun and goof off..... I think I am finding her again. I have let so many people down lately. If you were one of them, I AM SORRY!


I am who I am. I am trying to be who everyone else wants me to be, and that is not who I need to be. I need to be me again. And that is where I am going :)


Lots of love and baby dust!!

Tiff<3